gripe

Looking through all the adorable baby clothes I've accrued over the last few months, and looking online at little girl dresses that I can't actually afford but like to imagine anyway (like this one, this one and this one) is helping get through this.

Everyone has left for trips in this household - my dad and grandparents to Jackson Hole, WY, and the rest of my family is in Disneyland. I don't want to hear about what they're doing. I'm here, unable to do anything, fairly miserable, with just Tiber and Walter for company when Trev's at school all day long. I can't go on walks, I can't go anywhere, or do practically anything, and I've never been a TV watcher, so I've been throwing myself into my last two lectures. And looking at girl dresses online, trying not to think about my family laughing and eating at my favorite place on earth. I'm just a little gripey.